savant test 2

thot it ends there..but im totally wrong...hv to continue like 7 iq test..n i thot this is gudbye..im goin mental! I feel like sobbing..but i fink its okie..its just test..huhuh

Average IQ score:118..ai chi wa wah! My brain hurts..huhuh

Savant Test 1

heyya...! Well today was fun..bunny got home safely,i passed all my exams..n i did savant test without being zapped on my finger..coz i guess every single one of em rite...creepy huh? Lolz!

The test was the doctor flashed a picture wif loads of dots..for 1/2second n i hv to guess hw many dots there r on the screen...and..i don't freakin know how my eyes catch the image,n my brain started to count the dots..n i told the doctor my answer..n yeah..his face was like lukin at a 3headed dragon! Which i think its cool anyway..lmao!there r 5 pictures i hv to guess..n thats about it! Dats a relieve! Ai chi wa wah! Life is so strange..n i'm learning to love it...luv u guys!!

Which One?

okay..first of all..arrr..y wont my hp keep me logged in to my blog page..arr..well waitin for my medicine so mite as well write sumthin..today my emergency tummy clearance went well..the bad news is,i hv to eat dang pickles! Blurghh...owell,when life gvs u pickles,juz shove it all in! Huhuu..

Due to medicine,my brain is working extra shift today..solvings maths is easy pizzy..for awhile..n dat made me wonder..wut if,i rather b a physician than an engineer..? Hurm...dealing wif maths is my interest..but so does literature..yezz i noe its strange..but yeah...i wanna noe..wit field combined both! If i now which one it is..its like doing something i like for the rest of my life! ai chi wa wah! Gotta check out now y'all! N find the answers! Adios! Luv u all!

A Dream

learnt a valuable lesson today..trust ur guts n feelings..coz if it duzen happen to anyone else around u,it will happen to u.lately,my dreams r a lil off roads n rails..i dreamt of crazy things..man wearing a clown hat wif a stick grinning at me..sumbody gave me a bottle wif me inside..crossing a river to get to hell(dis is the oldest dream in my jagged dream book)..n one dream..i dreamt of him getting sumthin frm god(patient in a hosp)

So..i felt stupid so when we talked,i told him the dream n he said.."nahh..dats bullshit..coz i dun believe in god..".so fair enuff..its been a week or so i didnt see him around..so i thot he got discharge..so i do my own stuff..do wut i do best..msg my bunny n family..when i got a strange feeling dat gvs me goosebumps.so i called my family n bunny..to make sure they're ok..so yeah,they r orite n said everythin is ok..so i trust them..coz nahh...feelings is juz imaginations..so i went out of my room n there he stood wif a scapel in his hand..in my mind..okayy..wut game do u wanna play?

He looked at me wif very sad eyes..n he pointed..nurses silence..me silence..he said,"i juz knew i got lung cancer n i know its ur stupid god who gave it to me! U knew.." he claimed dat i m the one who prayed for it coz he didnt believe in god..talked about sum1 who duzen believe in one..
Ok..i don't know it wud go dis far..i started pinching myself..dis cant be real..wut is dis? A drama?? Or a dream? I juz looked at him n tried to calm myself down coz i cant handle anymore jolt..i told him to calm down..i know he's scared n cant think straight..so all of us juz stood silence..till he realized he's doing sumthin wrong..he threw the scapel n cried..n the doc rushed to take him away..i juz stared still trying to figure out wut juz happened..

So rite now,i juz finished confronted by the doctor dat from now on..note to self:my dreams must b kept only to myself..dreamz r nvr true...but if the coincidence leads to sumthin like this..my life wud b scary..ai chi wa wah! Well life is an experience..it can b scary to remember..almost got killed by a scapel..but its not my time yet...

The Love

hey peeps...its been a long time..i didnt write a blog..but this story i hv to remember is too sweet to keep it for myself..X) it was like any ordinary day..im lyin on my bed totally bed ridden..when a msg came in..n i heard him talking..not wanting to stop him frm talkin..so i listen..and listen..coz i think,the best thing to do is to let him talk n let it all out till he feels everything is secured..then silence..cant talk no more holding back his tears..n i asked,"r u okay?" n he said,sumthin dat i know only brothers wud understand..its brotherhood love..how he thought dat this gudbye is forever..so i told him dat everythin is gonna b fine..n i promised him dat its not gudbye..=)

The next day..its a bz day for him..its his special day..but a lot of things went thru his mind dat out of a blue,he thot of sumone..his dad..all he thot of is to hug n apologize to his dad..X)
He talked about hw he feels all this year..hw he feels dat wut he did is not enuff for his dad..yes every child wants his parents to b proud of them..well im no dad..but if i am ur dad my dear,i'll b very proud to hv a son as extraordinary as u..u dun hv to do anything,ur smile,ur laugh dat makes evryone laughs wif u n to know dat ur alive is a gift for me.
So back to the scene...it really touches my heart..dat lot of love in sumone who thinks he did not do enuff.my dear..the love u hv in u..is sumthin dat will amaze me,n ur dad permanently..i luv u..X)

Help Me Please~~!!!

i'm so bored!! any idea of wut i can do in my spare times??? urghh...i juz dunno! played ps3 n piano....but still...nada!! nuthin! im still bored...i want to go dancing...but im still not feeling well!! urghh....why!! why!! why!!ai chi wa wah!!

everyone is not at home..n im alone...its a miracle im still standing strong here people!!!

luv y'all! help me!!!

In a Gud Way..or In a Bad Way...?

man...i got hiccups n it won't stop! Really messin' with my heart rate y'all..X(
Lets c da calendar...hurm..hurm...yerp! It's been 6days im here in malaysia?! Time goes really fast!! I didnt even go for my treatment yet! No time to lose..better get goin!!

I m sick! But in a gud way..y?? Coz in a gud way...once in my one year of masterz,i get 2 relax n chill...but in a bad way..i hv to go thru the pain coz of constant coughing..hurm..i guess there r bad n gud in evrythin but the q is,y ppl tend to think to the bad way...?
Letme me tell u y...it is TRUST...how far u trust urself n the people around u..life can b cruel..dun blame yah to think dat way...now u will think evrythin is going just fine..but the next second,evrythin will change..it might b the way u think or it might even be the earth changing directions...who knows...? Hehe im juz writin jibberish here but hope u get wut i mean...wink2** ;-)
So trust...i trust in myself to b better the next day..i might not be here tomorrow but trust me,i won't leave u in a bad way...coz i love y'all in a gud way...X)

Trust ur God n family that they will be there for u no matter wut...they're the only one who won't abandon u even when u feel like the earth is turning against u...trust me on dis one...X)

Arghh!! Mosquitoes...! Great way for me to go straight to sleep wif my blanket on! Ai chi wa wah!
Off to bed! Luv y'all!! Gnite!

-think positive coz it pays...-