learnt a valuable lesson today..trust ur guts n feelings..coz if it duzen happen to anyone else around u,it will happen to u.lately,my dreams r a lil off roads n rails..i dreamt of crazy things..man wearing a clown hat wif a stick grinning at me..sumbody gave me a bottle wif me inside..crossing a river to get to hell(dis is the oldest dream in my jagged dream book)..n one dream..i dreamt of him getting sumthin frm god(patient in a hosp)
So..i felt stupid so when we talked,i told him the dream n he said.."nahh..dats bullshit..coz i dun believe in god..".so fair enuff..its been a week or so i didnt see him around..so i thot he got discharge..so i do my own stuff..do wut i do best..msg my bunny n family..when i got a strange feeling dat gvs me goosebumps.so i called my family n bunny..to make sure they're ok..so yeah,they r orite n said everythin is ok..so i trust them..coz nahh...feelings is juz imaginations..so i went out of my room n there he stood wif a scapel in his hand..in my mind..okayy..wut game do u wanna play?
He looked at me wif very sad eyes..n he pointed..nurses silence..me silence..he said,"i juz knew i got lung cancer n i know its ur stupid god who gave it to me! U knew.." he claimed dat i m the one who prayed for it coz he didnt believe in god..talked about sum1 who duzen believe in one..
Ok..i don't know it wud go dis far..i started pinching myself..dis cant be real..wut is dis? A drama?? Or a dream? I juz looked at him n tried to calm myself down coz i cant handle anymore jolt..i told him to calm down..i know he's scared n cant think straight..so all of us juz stood silence..till he realized he's doing sumthin wrong..he threw the scapel n cried..n the doc rushed to take him away..i juz stared still trying to figure out wut juz happened..
So rite now,i juz finished confronted by the doctor dat from now on..note to self:my dreams must b kept only to myself..dreamz r nvr true...but if the coincidence leads to sumthin like this..my life wud b scary..ai chi wa wah! Well life is an experience..it can b scary to remember..almost got killed by a scapel..but its not my time yet...
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