savant test 2

thot it ends there..but im totally wrong...hv to continue like 7 iq test..n i thot this is gudbye..im goin mental! I feel like sobbing..but i fink its okie..its just test..huhuh

Average IQ score:118..ai chi wa wah! My brain hurts..huhuh

Savant Test 1

heyya...! Well today was fun..bunny got home safely,i passed all my exams..n i did savant test without being zapped on my finger..coz i guess every single one of em rite...creepy huh? Lolz!

The test was the doctor flashed a picture wif loads of dots..for 1/2second n i hv to guess hw many dots there r on the screen...and..i don't freakin know how my eyes catch the image,n my brain started to count the dots..n i told the doctor my answer..n yeah..his face was like lukin at a 3headed dragon! Which i think its cool anyway..lmao!there r 5 pictures i hv to guess..n thats about it! Dats a relieve! Ai chi wa wah! Life is so strange..n i'm learning to love it...luv u guys!!

Which One?

okay..first of all..arrr..y wont my hp keep me logged in to my blog page..arr..well waitin for my medicine so mite as well write sumthin..today my emergency tummy clearance went well..the bad news is,i hv to eat dang pickles! Blurghh...owell,when life gvs u pickles,juz shove it all in! Huhuu..

Due to medicine,my brain is working extra shift today..solvings maths is easy pizzy..for awhile..n dat made me wonder..wut if,i rather b a physician than an engineer..? Hurm...dealing wif maths is my interest..but so does literature..yezz i noe its strange..but yeah...i wanna noe..wit field combined both! If i now which one it is..its like doing something i like for the rest of my life! ai chi wa wah! Gotta check out now y'all! N find the answers! Adios! Luv u all!

A Dream

learnt a valuable lesson today..trust ur guts n feelings..coz if it duzen happen to anyone else around u,it will happen to u.lately,my dreams r a lil off roads n rails..i dreamt of crazy things..man wearing a clown hat wif a stick grinning at me..sumbody gave me a bottle wif me inside..crossing a river to get to hell(dis is the oldest dream in my jagged dream book)..n one dream..i dreamt of him getting sumthin frm god(patient in a hosp)

So..i felt stupid so when we talked,i told him the dream n he said.."nahh..dats bullshit..coz i dun believe in god..".so fair enuff..its been a week or so i didnt see him around..so i thot he got discharge..so i do my own stuff..do wut i do best..msg my bunny n family..when i got a strange feeling dat gvs me goosebumps.so i called my family n bunny..to make sure they're ok..so yeah,they r orite n said everythin is ok..so i trust them..coz nahh...feelings is juz imaginations..so i went out of my room n there he stood wif a scapel in his hand..in my mind..okayy..wut game do u wanna play?

He looked at me wif very sad eyes..n he pointed..nurses silence..me silence..he said,"i juz knew i got lung cancer n i know its ur stupid god who gave it to me! U knew.." he claimed dat i m the one who prayed for it coz he didnt believe in god..talked about sum1 who duzen believe in one..
Ok..i don't know it wud go dis far..i started pinching myself..dis cant be real..wut is dis? A drama?? Or a dream? I juz looked at him n tried to calm myself down coz i cant handle anymore jolt..i told him to calm down..i know he's scared n cant think straight..so all of us juz stood silence..till he realized he's doing sumthin wrong..he threw the scapel n cried..n the doc rushed to take him away..i juz stared still trying to figure out wut juz happened..

So rite now,i juz finished confronted by the doctor dat from now on..note to self:my dreams must b kept only to myself..dreamz r nvr true...but if the coincidence leads to sumthin like this..my life wud b scary..ai chi wa wah! Well life is an experience..it can b scary to remember..almost got killed by a scapel..but its not my time yet...

The Love

hey peeps...its been a long time..i didnt write a blog..but this story i hv to remember is too sweet to keep it for myself..X) it was like any ordinary day..im lyin on my bed totally bed ridden..when a msg came in..n i heard him talking..not wanting to stop him frm talkin..so i listen..and listen..coz i think,the best thing to do is to let him talk n let it all out till he feels everything is secured..then silence..cant talk no more holding back his tears..n i asked,"r u okay?" n he said,sumthin dat i know only brothers wud understand..its brotherhood love..how he thought dat this gudbye is forever..so i told him dat everythin is gonna b fine..n i promised him dat its not gudbye..=)

The next day..its a bz day for him..its his special day..but a lot of things went thru his mind dat out of a blue,he thot of sumone..his dad..all he thot of is to hug n apologize to his dad..X)
He talked about hw he feels all this year..hw he feels dat wut he did is not enuff for his dad..yes every child wants his parents to b proud of them..well im no dad..but if i am ur dad my dear,i'll b very proud to hv a son as extraordinary as u..u dun hv to do anything,ur smile,ur laugh dat makes evryone laughs wif u n to know dat ur alive is a gift for me.
So back to the scene...it really touches my heart..dat lot of love in sumone who thinks he did not do enuff.my dear..the love u hv in u..is sumthin dat will amaze me,n ur dad permanently..i luv u..X)

Help Me Please~~!!!

i'm so bored!! any idea of wut i can do in my spare times??? urghh...i juz dunno! played ps3 n piano....but still...nada!! nuthin! im still bored...i want to go dancing...but im still not feeling well!! urghh....why!! why!! why!!ai chi wa wah!!

everyone is not at home..n im alone...its a miracle im still standing strong here people!!!

luv y'all! help me!!!

In a Gud Way..or In a Bad Way...?

man...i got hiccups n it won't stop! Really messin' with my heart rate y'all..X(
Lets c da calendar...hurm..hurm...yerp! It's been 6days im here in malaysia?! Time goes really fast!! I didnt even go for my treatment yet! No time to lose..better get goin!!

I m sick! But in a gud way..y?? Coz in a gud way...once in my one year of masterz,i get 2 relax n chill...but in a bad way..i hv to go thru the pain coz of constant coughing..hurm..i guess there r bad n gud in evrythin but the q is,y ppl tend to think to the bad way...?
Letme me tell u y...it is TRUST...how far u trust urself n the people around u..life can b cruel..dun blame yah to think dat way...now u will think evrythin is going just fine..but the next second,evrythin will change..it might b the way u think or it might even be the earth changing directions...who knows...? Hehe im juz writin jibberish here but hope u get wut i mean...wink2** ;-)
So trust...i trust in myself to b better the next day..i might not be here tomorrow but trust me,i won't leave u in a bad way...coz i love y'all in a gud way...X)

Trust ur God n family that they will be there for u no matter wut...they're the only one who won't abandon u even when u feel like the earth is turning against u...trust me on dis one...X)

Arghh!! Mosquitoes...! Great way for me to go straight to sleep wif my blanket on! Ai chi wa wah!
Off to bed! Luv y'all!! Gnite!

-think positive coz it pays...-

The 'IF's...

hey2...! Nuthin much today...another heavy rain day in kualé..! So juz stayed home...playin cards n watchin movies..still got nuthin to say..but while i was eatin lunch today..i came across a National Georaphic Live Curious commercial n i found the words in it are very meaningful n it kinda described my LIFE..lmao! Check dis out!!

If you are,you'll breath
If you breath,you'll talk
If you talk,you'll ask
If you ask,you'll think
If you think,you'll search
If you search,you'll experience
If you experience,you'll learn
If you learn,you'll grow
If you grow,you'll wish
If you wish,you'll find
If you find,you'll doubt
If you doubt,you'll question
If you question,you'll understand
If you understand,you'll know
If you know,you'll know more
If you know more,you're ALIVE...! XD

I juz plain love these words...it's in our minds since we were born...
think about it...ai chi wa wah! Luv y'all!! X)

-it is impossible to know the truth,without challenging it first?-

Poker Face~

huwowh..hiya!! Its been a long2 time i didnt write a blog..i mean 3days...? Haha! Altho being tired or exhausted,nuthin will stop me from writing a blog! Nuthin!! Lol! Aww...miz u guyz!

Juz got back home on the 27th frm manchester n will stay here for 1month peeps!! So gonna tell yah everything about hw beautiful malaysia is n hw i will miss it evry second...~~! My journey will start in kuala kangsar ofcoz..my hometown..n hopefully to pahang n putrajaya n penang n kl n evrywhere else! Hehehe...btw,m writin' in the dark coz my lil sister is sleepin...wanna pull a prank on her..she's too tired coz juz got back frm melacca..awesome huh...? XD

Today...nuthin much to think about really...my dad went to work..my mum doing housechores..so i juz played card gamez wif my lil bros...poker,split,blackjack,copy,uno..u name it...we'll play it! I kinda got addicted to it...Lol! We dun bet on anythin tho coz my dad said...he will call the police n 3 of us juz looked at him...like huh...? Lmao! Awkward moment! Luv ya dad! Hahah! >_<**

Evryday is a life lesson to me...like today..it was rainin cats n dogs..mite b horses n cows too! Haha! So i juz stayed home...so i imagine if this world is a black box.....the secrets of its space is enormous...how did i cope up with evrythin?? Y i want to? N will it turn out okay or good...?

Gonna b rite back tomorrow...my fon juz hit my forehead..i felt asleep! Lol~!
Jetlag is haunting me..hahah!
Gnitezz...boys n girls..dun let the bed bug bites ya!! Muahahaha! Ai chi wa wah!
Luv y'all!

-If u'r feeling down n hopeless,pray for a better day n sleep!-

Easy 4me2 Say....

one more day!! n im home!! yeeehaaa!!! the sun is not out today...so stayed home..X(
n wut a great day today...i got backache from muscle torn!! n to make it even greater,its on my rib cage! great3!! i love my life! coz ive heard...if u'r sick,means it's to replenish ur sins...i could use a lot of dat...lol~~!

ever wondered if u cud turn the world backwards n stop where u like it to be? do u think it wud b better or worst? well i know i should't b talkin about life motivation rite now coz im a mess pepol~~!! but no harm in thinkin' about it rite?

life is like a wheel...it goes round n round...up n down...n if u hate it,u'll crash! jokin~~XP 'owh how i wish i cud turn back time'..theses words..heard it too many times b4..

i wud want to turn back time but thinkin of going thru all the years back really made me think twice! i remembered the day of UPSR...PMR...SPM...exams in Diploma...Degree...urghh...i dun want to repeat all that...n i definitely dun want the elergies back! but there might b sum gud things of turning back the time..i can stop myself of doing sumthin stupid n dumb....and myb stopping the wars around the world..but to think of it,even if i do turn back time,everything will still happens...so who m i to stop it...? now i know y we dun hv the power to turn back time...coz life is about learning..most priceless certificate anyone can get~!!


used to b so hard for me to talk to anyone...but now...coz of life experiences..i do talk! i know...its hard for me to understand it too...lmao~~!! XD

be thankful wif wut u've got n keep it like its ur life..so if u think life is like a wheel...dun think it as being up n down round n round...its how u make the right turn...n that's how u made it worth while...

yerp...easy for me to say...dats y i need all of u to say it wif me..X)

k guyz n galz...ate too much broccoli so gotta bounce~! ai chi wa wah!! mmuah! (*3*)
luv y'all!!



- "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a first step, without that first step the journey will never be taken at all", Dr Mahathir -

cookin'+food=happiness

Gud Day! Gud Day! another day...another advencah! another boring day! another day to find sumthin to do!



SIX impossible things to do b4 breakfast:
1. waking up in the morning at 6
2. finish my collection of the simpsons
3. understand string theory
4. get a FERRARI car
5. own a castle n sit beside Queen Elizabeth side
6. fly

izit true its impossible or can i do or hv all dis? wuuhuu!!! read the news today...the hot day will end soon...n hope its not 2 soon...
time flies so slow when im waiting for the day to go back home...urghh...to mend this bored mind..it's cookin day today~~~!! floured prawn n chunky mushroom soup!! valah! and to make it more challenging, its cooking iron chef style!! Btw, now there’s iron chef UK…check it out peeps! New format different from the Japanese…XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loKtAqNGm34

preparation for cookin’, timer n heart rate monitor device…in case for arrhythmic…(lol! Geek~~!) i love cooking for others!! Mmuah!! Want da recipe? Juz leave a comment n I’ll tell yah…wink2* ;P





ermm~~! can u smell it thru the screen...? lmao!! the aroma of starveness...made it to finish cookin' within 45minutes~~!! X)

well, talked to my family today...n i cant believe my lil brother really got a ps3 n asked me to buy god of war 3!!! hoyeh hoyeh!! so im off to amazon.co.uk to buy the game n i will finish it within 1 month!! yesh!! im pumped!

k luvs! The sun is out there callin' me~~altho its almost 8pm..gonna hv sum sunbathing on da balcony while drinkin’ lemonade…its been hrs after breakfast n i still dun hv a ferrari car..well guess it is impossible...haha! ai chi wa wah!! lol~!

Gonna bounce!! ~~*3*

-when life gives u LEMON, u make LEMONADE~~-

Why??

they dun joke when they say its an ice cream weather! i sweat juz by sitting doing nothing at all! today same o same o...can't sleep so might juz write a blog about life...yeehuu!!

WHY...i found dat it is a very big word!! rite little fella wif 3 alphabets?? i used to ask why? for everything i spot.why the ants walk in lines? y do banana trees hv blood? y the moon is white? y hands got 5 fingers? (living wif encyclopedia since u r 7 is not easy muh man....)

but now, its very hard for me to ask y...it's not bcoz of if sumone duzen want to answer me, but the answer scares me....

wud u ask WHY if u THINK u already know the ANSWER?? or live ur life with the WRONG ANSWER??

wowh! i think the heat has gone to my head...so gonna bounce!! ai chi wa wah!! cheerio~~!

Luv y'all!

-missing something is part of wut makes it a great memory-

Be Light But Strong

Date: 22 May 10
Temperature: 22deg

Hey ya peeps...(*3*) its very warm n hot in manchester 2day..wuuhuu!! cant wait for the 37deg in Malaysia!! 4more days to go! n im outta here!! lmao! wut i will miss when i leave manchester is talkin about the weather...its a loop-d-loop! X)

was eating cake while thinkin...hv u ever seen the same number over n over again...? like today..its 22 deg on 22th when i was lukin at my fon n the time is 2:22am...huwowh..izit tryin to show me sumthin or juz a coincidence? will i got 2:2 in Masters? or will i win 222pound from McD? who knows...wut i know is its a great day for ice cream! owh! myb i shud eat 22 ice cream in 2minutes for guinness world record! haha!

This evening on my way to da hosp for check up...i stopped by a park n rest...a boy playin football came up to me and asked..
Boy:y r u so down??
Me: it's nothin hunny face..im juz tired..
Boy: u can come play with us
Me: but i'm not gud wif it
Boy: i know, its not how gud u r,its how ur lil' effort will make other ppl feel gud...

Then he gave me a feather n said,'be light'.I looked at the boy n smiled...wow...i learnt about life from a boy who is juz around 8-12 yo...ai chi wa wah! that was so cute!! Thnx boy I don’t know…. XD



-God helps those who help themselves-

Long Journey Ends...

ahaaa....can't believe i'm in the world of blogs now...wuhuuu!!

first of all...congratz to all my fwenz..luvly2 fwenz...the exam season is over dudes!!
its been a looooonggg....year!!! thnk God for all the answered prayer...
and my family n bunny...thnx a lot!! only God knows how all of u meant to me...can't do this without u...X))

my fwenz...for all the help u guys gave me...for better or worst..for rich or poor...for...hurmm...sounds familiar...lol!

*random thought pop to mind:y dogs chase cats??

looked thru the window 2day...m thinkin of how i hv to go through Ramadhan in the summer dis year! the fasting will start at about 5am and break-fast will be around 9pm..wowh...16hrs of fasting...if that duzen make me lose sum pounds,i dunno wut will!! (ewww.....i juz used pounds instead of kgs...XP)

desertation report+fasting+messing about=very bad combination

i'll pull thru this sumhow...hurmm....waaa!!! tak dpt p bazaar ramadhan bumbung arena bli nasi kerabu tiap ari lgk dis year!! waaa!!! T_T
bright side..im coming home this month!! 5more days!! gonna see everyone i miss!! yeah u n u!! XD

owell,got work to do...relaxin' n chillin'...lmao!
gotta bounce! ai chi wah wah!! *3*

-life's no fun without a pair of shoes that make us look HOT!-

(Salam Takziah kepada arwah Sufi Farisa (16thMay10). I know u'r in a better place than us.We'll never forget you and all our love will always be with u. RIP)

Luv y'all