thot it ends there..but im totally wrong...hv to continue like 7 iq test..n i thot this is gudbye..im goin mental! I feel like sobbing..but i fink its okie..its just test..huhuh
Average IQ score:118..ai chi wa wah! My brain hurts..huhuh
Saturday, 14 August 2010
Savant Test 1
heyya...! Well today was fun..bunny got home safely,i passed all my exams..n i did savant test without being zapped on my finger..coz i guess every single one of em rite...creepy huh? Lolz!
The test was the doctor flashed a picture wif loads of dots..for 1/2second n i hv to guess hw many dots there r on the screen...and..i don't freakin know how my eyes catch the image,n my brain started to count the dots..n i told the doctor my answer..n yeah..his face was like lukin at a 3headed dragon! Which i think its cool anyway..lmao!there r 5 pictures i hv to guess..n thats about it! Dats a relieve! Ai chi wa wah! Life is so strange..n i'm learning to love it...luv u guys!!
The test was the doctor flashed a picture wif loads of dots..for 1/2second n i hv to guess hw many dots there r on the screen...and..i don't freakin know how my eyes catch the image,n my brain started to count the dots..n i told the doctor my answer..n yeah..his face was like lukin at a 3headed dragon! Which i think its cool anyway..lmao!there r 5 pictures i hv to guess..n thats about it! Dats a relieve! Ai chi wa wah! Life is so strange..n i'm learning to love it...luv u guys!!
Thursday, 12 August 2010
Which One?
okay..first of all..arrr..y wont my hp keep me logged in to my blog page..arr..well waitin for my medicine so mite as well write sumthin..today my emergency tummy clearance went well..the bad news is,i hv to eat dang pickles! Blurghh...owell,when life gvs u pickles,juz shove it all in! Huhuu..
Due to medicine,my brain is working extra shift today..solvings maths is easy pizzy..for awhile..n dat made me wonder..wut if,i rather b a physician than an engineer..? Hurm...dealing wif maths is my interest..but so does literature..yezz i noe its strange..but yeah...i wanna noe..wit field combined both! If i now which one it is..its like doing something i like for the rest of my life! ai chi wa wah! Gotta check out now y'all! N find the answers! Adios! Luv u all!
Due to medicine,my brain is working extra shift today..solvings maths is easy pizzy..for awhile..n dat made me wonder..wut if,i rather b a physician than an engineer..? Hurm...dealing wif maths is my interest..but so does literature..yezz i noe its strange..but yeah...i wanna noe..wit field combined both! If i now which one it is..its like doing something i like for the rest of my life! ai chi wa wah! Gotta check out now y'all! N find the answers! Adios! Luv u all!
Wednesday, 11 August 2010
A Dream
learnt a valuable lesson today..trust ur guts n feelings..coz if it duzen happen to anyone else around u,it will happen to u.lately,my dreams r a lil off roads n rails..i dreamt of crazy things..man wearing a clown hat wif a stick grinning at me..sumbody gave me a bottle wif me inside..crossing a river to get to hell(dis is the oldest dream in my jagged dream book)..n one dream..i dreamt of him getting sumthin frm god(patient in a hosp)
So..i felt stupid so when we talked,i told him the dream n he said.."nahh..dats bullshit..coz i dun believe in god..".so fair enuff..its been a week or so i didnt see him around..so i thot he got discharge..so i do my own stuff..do wut i do best..msg my bunny n family..when i got a strange feeling dat gvs me goosebumps.so i called my family n bunny..to make sure they're ok..so yeah,they r orite n said everythin is ok..so i trust them..coz nahh...feelings is juz imaginations..so i went out of my room n there he stood wif a scapel in his hand..in my mind..okayy..wut game do u wanna play?
He looked at me wif very sad eyes..n he pointed..nurses silence..me silence..he said,"i juz knew i got lung cancer n i know its ur stupid god who gave it to me! U knew.." he claimed dat i m the one who prayed for it coz he didnt believe in god..talked about sum1 who duzen believe in one..
Ok..i don't know it wud go dis far..i started pinching myself..dis cant be real..wut is dis? A drama?? Or a dream? I juz looked at him n tried to calm myself down coz i cant handle anymore jolt..i told him to calm down..i know he's scared n cant think straight..so all of us juz stood silence..till he realized he's doing sumthin wrong..he threw the scapel n cried..n the doc rushed to take him away..i juz stared still trying to figure out wut juz happened..
So rite now,i juz finished confronted by the doctor dat from now on..note to self:my dreams must b kept only to myself..dreamz r nvr true...but if the coincidence leads to sumthin like this..my life wud b scary..ai chi wa wah! Well life is an experience..it can b scary to remember..almost got killed by a scapel..but its not my time yet...
So..i felt stupid so when we talked,i told him the dream n he said.."nahh..dats bullshit..coz i dun believe in god..".so fair enuff..its been a week or so i didnt see him around..so i thot he got discharge..so i do my own stuff..do wut i do best..msg my bunny n family..when i got a strange feeling dat gvs me goosebumps.so i called my family n bunny..to make sure they're ok..so yeah,they r orite n said everythin is ok..so i trust them..coz nahh...feelings is juz imaginations..so i went out of my room n there he stood wif a scapel in his hand..in my mind..okayy..wut game do u wanna play?
He looked at me wif very sad eyes..n he pointed..nurses silence..me silence..he said,"i juz knew i got lung cancer n i know its ur stupid god who gave it to me! U knew.." he claimed dat i m the one who prayed for it coz he didnt believe in god..talked about sum1 who duzen believe in one..
Ok..i don't know it wud go dis far..i started pinching myself..dis cant be real..wut is dis? A drama?? Or a dream? I juz looked at him n tried to calm myself down coz i cant handle anymore jolt..i told him to calm down..i know he's scared n cant think straight..so all of us juz stood silence..till he realized he's doing sumthin wrong..he threw the scapel n cried..n the doc rushed to take him away..i juz stared still trying to figure out wut juz happened..
So rite now,i juz finished confronted by the doctor dat from now on..note to self:my dreams must b kept only to myself..dreamz r nvr true...but if the coincidence leads to sumthin like this..my life wud b scary..ai chi wa wah! Well life is an experience..it can b scary to remember..almost got killed by a scapel..but its not my time yet...
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
The Love
hey peeps...its been a long time..i didnt write a blog..but this story i hv to remember is too sweet to keep it for myself..X) it was like any ordinary day..im lyin on my bed totally bed ridden..when a msg came in..n i heard him talking..not wanting to stop him frm talkin..so i listen..and listen..coz i think,the best thing to do is to let him talk n let it all out till he feels everything is secured..then silence..cant talk no more holding back his tears..n i asked,"r u okay?" n he said,sumthin dat i know only brothers wud understand..its brotherhood love..how he thought dat this gudbye is forever..so i told him dat everythin is gonna b fine..n i promised him dat its not gudbye..=)
The next day..its a bz day for him..its his special day..but a lot of things went thru his mind dat out of a blue,he thot of sumone..his dad..all he thot of is to hug n apologize to his dad..X)
He talked about hw he feels all this year..hw he feels dat wut he did is not enuff for his dad..yes every child wants his parents to b proud of them..well im no dad..but if i am ur dad my dear,i'll b very proud to hv a son as extraordinary as u..u dun hv to do anything,ur smile,ur laugh dat makes evryone laughs wif u n to know dat ur alive is a gift for me.
So back to the scene...it really touches my heart..dat lot of love in sumone who thinks he did not do enuff.my dear..the love u hv in u..is sumthin dat will amaze me,n ur dad permanently..i luv u..X)
The next day..its a bz day for him..its his special day..but a lot of things went thru his mind dat out of a blue,he thot of sumone..his dad..all he thot of is to hug n apologize to his dad..X)
He talked about hw he feels all this year..hw he feels dat wut he did is not enuff for his dad..yes every child wants his parents to b proud of them..well im no dad..but if i am ur dad my dear,i'll b very proud to hv a son as extraordinary as u..u dun hv to do anything,ur smile,ur laugh dat makes evryone laughs wif u n to know dat ur alive is a gift for me.
So back to the scene...it really touches my heart..dat lot of love in sumone who thinks he did not do enuff.my dear..the love u hv in u..is sumthin dat will amaze me,n ur dad permanently..i luv u..X)
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